Totally miss Makati again..or is it really the place?

May 15, 2007

Been to Makati again this weekend…..I just can’t get enough of the place!It’s like heaven for me when I’m there.

Dunno why I am so attached with  this place. Its like I practically want to live and work there. *sigh! But living there before for 6-7 months, I sumwat hated the place. I have no work, I’m so bored and living in a nice condo didnt make me that giddy.While I’m there I wished to be in another place..weird!..all the luxuries in front of me and I didnt appreciate much of it…but now that I have work, i really found the real value of living there..aaarrgghh..I miss that place!

The day I left, never expected I would miss makati (particularly Legazpi Vill) terribly! Well maybe I am just missing my bf thats why…:) It’s his place…I stayed there and thats where I practically knew him. We’ve known each other for a year when I went here in Manila but when I moved in his place, I realized he was still a stranger to me. Funny though coz I am like an opposing magnet to him.whenever he’s near I would go the opposite direction. I was so shy…and he’s kinda intimidating at first…He has this businessman like aura..very clean cut (smells very,very good!) and is intelligent, not that geeky sort of way..very sharp,quick and witty…*sigh!

Well he was not my ideal bf, exact opposite in fact! Even if he’s taller than me, he still didnt meet my at least 5′8 standards(that’s a must b4).He’s way older(but he looks younger and cute…hihi), he doesnt have this bad boy, macho persona, no abs (but he’s belly is cute coz it is hard)..and I forgot to mention, HE IS CHINESE!!! I may go for blue-eyed americans but never imagined myself with a chinese! Don’t know why of all my bf’s, he’s the only one that I cant let go!Its always been a wonder to me..hmmnn…Maybe because he didnt gave up on me when I expected him to. At my most vulnerable and lowest state, he was there and he never let me go. He may have difficulty understanding me…I am always hot and cold with him, but he sticks with me.

I really miss those moments with him. Every Sunday whenever he’s here, we always go to Quipao to attend mass..then go to Chinatown to eat at four seasons..luv chinese food..then he buys me anything i want (pero syempre pa demure ek-ek ageyn) and we head to simsim to buy meds..especially my pa beauty meds…then back at his unit, we cook together (ok he cook mostly), then I help him with his work which is fun…then we eat out…usually at david’s tea..hihi..then watch dvds and had talks.And our usual kulitan and banterings lead to ahem more intimate stuffs..hekhek!I always know if I blew his mind off when all he could say is “Si…si…”he cannot utter a word!!hahahaha!!I really find this funny..well he’s chinese..wat do u expect..He made me cry several times but  he always apologize for that and try his best to make up for it…He’s practially a kid,makulet minsan.He could also make me laugh…From all the guys I’m with..well he’s the one whose very dear to my heart. Maybe I have given up on him first..but I would always swallow my pride just for him..and knowing myself, that takes much for me to do that…sigh!

I miss my baby rabbit!And I fell its best to move on…but I know I will always have him and he truly kept his word “Di kita pababayaan” but I guess I have to let him go..I’ll always have makati to cherish those memories…

Totally in Maalaala Mo Kaya Mode…..