I love my Baby Rabbit……………

November 24, 2007

Take_This_Love

DImskieee's back!!lolz!!

Really had a fun time with him…You're so cornstarch!!!Syempre naghasik naman ng lagim sya sa Thailand..hay naku keychain and ballpen lng pinasalubong!!grrr..jowk!It's ok dimsk, pasalamat ka lagi mo ko tinitreat..hekhek…Well, hearing his stories makes me want to travel asap..pero gusto ko first class accommodation!Ambition galore!

DImskie's back so it means back to the social life again!I really miss my friends!Iwas in hibernation for more than a month. My loner mode is magnified since I'm always not feeling well. But now everything is getting OK, except for the always-in-sleepy mode. Later we will go videoke with Jorskiee and posse…I miss going out with them.*sigh!

 Well Baby Rabbit told me yesterday that he can't come here this Nov. and syempre emote2x ako..nagiyak2x pako nung nag text sya. I really want to talk to him.You get to expect that from him. I have known his sched and his time is not always his…sigh! He should be flying out to Singapore and HK again this month for a business meeting but he cancelled it coz he can't leave Cebu. He again offered to pay for my trip to go there but I really don't want to go to Cebu! It feels like my Tita and the entire Ongsuco clan would suddenly pop up in front of me..lolz!paranoid!

Anywayz, he'll try his best to come here this December. He knows we have a lot to talk about. Well, as usual he would compensate his absence with moolah..lolz…well that's A-OK with me!!!He apologized for not being here and he wants to give me what I need daw. Eh syempre di nako magpakipot like before…Why is it that I can't always demand something from him even if he offers it??pride??hehehe…or sumthing else…sabi ko pa..ahmnn..medyo ok pa naman kasi I have medicard…I would like to choke myself at that moment for saying that..ka martyran ek-ek?ehehehe…then he said pang shopping daw or anything I want…salamat nlng then sabi ko Ok. Then without much fuss, he just asked me ..How much you need Dear and what account number I'll be sending it to?" naku foreigner na foreigner ang dating??hehe..and then nakuha na tampo ko sa kanya….pera lng ang katapat?hehe…y not?!than be overly sentimental and la ka namang makukuha ikaw pa mamumulubi…magkaka black eye ka pa…

Ayun..syempre demand2x naman ng konti and I'm really glad he's there. di nya ako pinabayaan kahit na before na supposedly la nga syang obligasyon sakin and supposedly he has every excuse to end everything between us.

But still it's important that we get to talk…sana dumating na sya….*sigh!

I can't wait to go shopping for cute baby doll/aka preggy dress.hihihi….ilang ulit nako nag plan but I never had the chance except sa mga side trip sa eastwood…soon!!shoppinggggggg!!thanks baby..mwahhh!

For my other baby…I get to hear Baby Bunny's heartbeat!!!As in kakaiba yung feeling. Parang gusto ko lumabas na sya…whaaaaa…..Want to take care of him/her na…I'm also excited to tell my mom..If only…sigh!But I know I can't pa. I'll make sure everything is ok first pra di sila mag alala.

oooo..later I'll meet with Joray…I'll be telling her about Baby Bunny. Can't imagine her reaction lolz…last thing she said before…Day, even if you have many flings..I know kay Jun ka lng talaga na in luv…I guess it shows even b4…

Naku..for sure magtitili naman yun…:D

Sigh!I really don't know what the future brings…but I know I have sumthing which I should be thankful for…Even if the world will be against me..I found out it won't matter…I really am not sure what will happen with me and Jun…but I feel like even if this is the most chaotic and difficult situation I am in…everything is falling to its place…:)