Royal Palm residences…

 I can’t remember now when I had exactly lost my will to pursue my dreams…

Maybe it was working in Prov’l Capitol?or caught up in my life here in manila? All I can remember is that I have this huge desire to work in IT field and work abroad. That enables mo to conquer the impossible and work in Manila. But then it seems fore more than a year, that dream vanished…it’s almost like I am ready to settle on hatever fate I have her, unwilling to move out of my comfort zone. Is it fear?Low self-esteem?or simply ocntented with my current life. I admit I prefer my life her in Manila than before.

Then baby bunny came along, a small flame ignited inside me and I remembered the desire to pursue my dreams.But it was just a very small flame. Then slowly I got excited to dream again. To fight for a better future. And I guess I found the final push! While looking for condos/apartment for Jun, I saw this very beautiful place. *sigh! I really want it! It’s royal palm residences and it gave me that push to get out of my comfort zone and plan again my future! It revived my dream and desire to make it! Right now, I’m so fueled with desire to earn big and excel in what I do! Well I hope I could keep up with this. But seeing that dreamy place would make me want to reach out the unreachable star. I’m getting poetic and senseless..haha…

Well, here are the pics that will inspire me to be hard working and overcome my lazinesss..:)

Overcoming fears

I am slowly overcoming my fear of giving birth. I am more excited now than scared. : )

Well, I am a strong person and I usually hih tolerance to pain..but still, I can’t deny the stress and the chaleenge I have to go through. But seeeing the cute baby crib and stroller we bought, it just amps up my excitement..hihihi…

Less than a month to go and I’ll be seeing my baby…this will be a new chapter in my life and its like a dream come true. The dream I never knew..I’m still tahnkful, the baby came in this moment of my life when I am ready and somewhat stable. I also thank baby rabbit for being there..but still I think even if he is not there I know I can still take care of my baby..:)

 I know our relationship will change maybe a bit but I am still not ready to commit myself to him. I still like our old set-up even if I whine a little..haha!

Right now, its like I am at a very paceful state…can’t wait for baby to come out..sigh!

Shopping for baby JJ….

We bought baby stuff at Divi..It was tiring but seeing the baby stuff made it all worth it! IT’s quite addictive…I can’t wait for baby bunny to come out!I hope she’s out already!*sob!Everything is ready for her.. We bought the basic stuff and next week we’re planning to buy the cutee2x clothes..bwahahaha!!I had so much fun shopping for her stuff than mine. And my mom is like a little kid also..hehehe…well we bought a crib and we initially reserved this crib which is on sale but later when we got back to check it out my mom preferred the expensive one..I thought she wants me to save!lolz!but hell, its apretty crib so we bought it…then we bought stroller also. I didn’t realize, adults are worst than kids..A couple is also checking out strollers. We both like these two strollers and we’re deciding which to select but we also keep on watching each other on who would let go of the other stroller…

We were decided on this one stroller but unfortunately it was defective. They immediately grabbed the stroller when we decided to let it go..They have no idea it was defective..hehehe…we’ll they were eyeing it from the start.

*sigh!can’t wait to shop for baby JJ’s stuff again…We still have to buy more stuff and I’m already excited!:D I think I’ll have to add more baby pillows and comforters…

My gosh!the baby is so spoiled!!and she’s not even out yet

Baby JJ…

Yey! It’s my off tomorrow!yipeee!

Countdown to baby JJ’s birthday..a little over a month and I can finally see her. Can’t explain the excitement! Hope everything will be Ok. I already have her first name but still thinking of a second name. I think it will also start with letter J…hihihi…Newayz, we will be buying baby stuff on thurs. I am already excited and so is my mom but we are deabting whether we should buy a crib. My mom said we don’t have to buy since she prefers to have the baby sleep in bed. She can better monitor her. But I want baby JJ to sleep on a crib. What if we stepped on her??..eek!what if we rolled over her??OMG!!motherly fears..errrr…

But depends coz my mom’s the boss…she knows better than me..:)

Anywayz, I talked to my dad again> I was about to junp for joy when he talked about having a baby..he said you’re "inutil" if you don’t have a child. And he told me about a famous hollywood superstar who didn’t have a child and was later found in the park dead since she spent her years alone. I also mentioned about what ta ana said that a child is important than a man. My dad said korek! hehehe!!!I really want to tell my dad but I have to consult my mom first..: )

 Another update, my cousin saw Jun in cebu in his Chevrolet car. My cousin went gaga over his car. Well doesn’t matter to me as long he’s there for baby JJ..:)

Jun’s nose..

HAd my third Ultrasound yesterday….Its addicting by the way..hihihi

I saw baby bunny and can’t wait for her to come out. We looked at teh still shots and we noticed that she has JUn’s nose..eek!!hope not!huhuhuhu!

Anywayz, we’ll be buying baby stuff next week or maybe this week..:) depends..

I plan to have a #D Ultrasound but my  mom said its justa  waste of money..sigh!I just want to see my baby’s face..sob!