Overcoming fears

I am slowly overcoming my fear of giving birth. I am more excited now than scared. : )

Well, I am a strong person and I usually hih tolerance to pain..but still, I can’t deny the stress and the chaleenge I have to go through. But seeeing the cute baby crib and stroller we bought, it just amps up my excitement..hihihi…

Less than a month to go and I’ll be seeing my baby…this will be a new chapter in my life and its like a dream come true. The dream I never knew..I’m still tahnkful, the baby came in this moment of my life when I am ready and somewhat stable. I also thank baby rabbit for being there..but still I think even if he is not there I know I can still take care of my baby..:)

 I know our relationship will change maybe a bit but I am still not ready to commit myself to him. I still like our old set-up even if I whine a little..haha!

Right now, its like I am at a very paceful state…can’t wait for baby to come out..sigh!